Don't take whatever for granted

Hello there, so today is the day of declaration of freedom!

Cause guess what?! YESS! Holiday is starting next week and its 2 fucking weeks :D

Well and teacher randomly came in and told us that our TRIAL WILL BE BROUGHT FORWARD! 

Dude... how scary is that? Is like.. we are a step closer to the dome day!!! Tee hee :P

The reason of this post ain't about the bullshit i just crapped..

I really wanna share some of point of views to you all readers :)

So here we come...

I know its stressful during exams or even when those results are passed back..

You do know you had put how much of efforts in it, and if the result came back to be not what you expected it to be, goddamn it! You've done what you have to do!! Don't whine....

And to specify what I wanna say is, DON'T BLOODY SHOW THE WHOLE WORLD YOUR TEMPER YOUR TEARS AND YOUR GOING-TO-DIE FACE!

ITS REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING!! AND IF YOU FEEL LIKE COMMITTING SUICIDE, DUDE I WON'T EVEN STOP YOU!! CUZ YOU WHO DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE LIFE, JUST LET THE FUCK ON. STAB YOURSELF WITH THE KNIFE! YOU CAN JUST DIE CUZ YOU DON'T DESERVE A LIFE WHEN YOU THINK OF HURTING YOURSELF WHEN I KNOW THERES THIS PERSON WHO JUST DISCOVERED HE HAD LEUKEMIA AND WHAT MAKES IT SAD IS THAT, THE DOC TOLD HIM HE ONLY HAVE ONE MONTH MORE TO LIVE HIS LIFE AND THIS IS HIS WHOLE JOURNEY OF LIFE!

HE SAID NO MATTER WHAT, HE'LL STILL LIVE HIS LIFE TO THE FULLEST UNTIL THE LAST BREATH, YOU WHO FEELS SO DEPRESSED JUST CUZ YOU GOT A LOWER GRADE WHERE YOU'VE POSSIBLY WON HALF OF THE CLASS?! I HOPE THE KNIFE WILL STAB RIGHT THROUGH YOUR NERVES! 

Okay now i feel so relieved after releasing whatever i wanna say..

Seriously, to whomever reading this.. I hope you really get what i mean.

Don't cry over small stuffs like this when some people out there who faces life threatening is giving their best of all till the end of the day!! 

Live it like you mean it. Nothing is granted!

Jacky signing off.... And signing into Skype ;) 

P/S: add me on Skype: jacky.lxf 

Desperate for You?

Life is lifeless without you,

Looking at the empty phone is all I do,

The chats I didn't remove,

I see no rainbow in the clouds,

All I see is desperate and depression,

A simple smile from you could make everything right!

Even a simple message makes everything nice,

That one word of "hello" could make me smile wide,

You wouldn't know who's life you are changing,

Your ignorance will make me emotional,

Your mood will affect mine,

Seeing you it's like seeing a unicorn? (bullshit)

Good morning message from you is the reason I smile,

All I want is you to stay close,

I don't want no parting in life,

You're so awesome than I could be,

Thinking of you has taken half of my time,

Just hope everything stays fine!

This is one seriously desperately obviously randomly post of mine

And I know things like this could relate to almost anyone around me!

I know you the one reading this, could maybe have the same situation above

SPM Timetable 2011 & My so called Tantrum

Went and check out the SPM schedule last night..

YES!! If you want too.. Here's the link below! 

But warning! Explicit content may cause drowsy and nausea to 2011 badges!

SPM Timetable 2011

I'm lucky cause out of the 31 days, I just need to take 8 days of exam!!

There's so many nonsense subjects where I have not even heard of. LOL.

Anyway, I'll be like OUT OF JAIL OUT OF SCHOOL RULES OUT OF ANY BULLSHITS

ON 6 DECEMBER 2011 OFFICIALLY!!!! AND WE GONNA POP CHAMPAGNE BAYBEH!!

Don't talk to me about college! I don't even know what am I taking but MY PARENTS are very SURE where am I going for university.. The place I have never thought of going :(

An hour drive away from Melbourne, which is Geelong or maybe at Perth. 

It's sad that you can't make your own life's decision, right? 

LOL. Right I'm sorry for spilling you all my problems.. Now you can just off my page and do your things cause I ain't posting any interesting stuffs. 

This post is to release my tantrum. One you doesn't even need to read.

Signing off.... Signing in to Skype! 

It Wouldn't Be Forever But It Will Last

Hello there! Its been months since I last updated if I'm not mistaken.
The past 5 months feels like I had just came back from a wild journey.. 
Though its just that short time of 5 months.. 
Who knows what your life will collide into right?
There's more of hurricane topped with a little rainbow after the rain, and then the mild wind that blows in, the summer breeze. It felt just like it! Trust me (:


I've been so stoked into writing poems and lines of single distinct.
All in a small booklet of mine, old and rusty but still that CUTE :P
Well, I really don't know where to put them, I even thought to just keep it to myself and read it through every time it pops into my mind. Because all of these poems, are based on true story!
Mine or others! It doesn't matter anymore. 
Cause whats important is we learned the mistakes we made.


So Here Is One Just For Your View 

It Wouldn't Be Forever But It Will Last

Who said friends won't last,

I say its not all about me,

When everyone says let the past,

Just so we can see.

Forever has been said too often,

Sorry is always forgiven,

I know time will bring us to the return,

But right now I'm sure we will get through.

P/S: Remember what I said? Its all based on true story of an imperfect person's life..

Please let me know what you think about the poem! 

Humiliate it or compliment on it, up to you! You do the talk!!