I've gone crazy!!

fuck da holy shit !!!

why muz they play da "show" secretly??!!!
do they kno how big is da consequences??!!!!!!
they make me crazy!!!they make me 2 swallow my angers in!!!!!
they...... they make my life miserable..!!!
im asking maself....why was i soo unconcious bout it????
shud hav kno it...n i can c him.....like only once in my entire life..
lol..but is still at least like "i can see him..."
*sighed*

i think he has gone bac 2 taipei...
he still hav da schedule 2 continue on his birthday which is 7/30!!
to attend da so called "Show Fans Club(SFC) Meeting"....lol``
im not da member...cuz it cost rm250 2 join..!!!!
im not dat rich...but if i can..ofcuz i want 2.
but not wearing da white dress...hhahahaa.....

anyways...let me explain why da crew make me crazy.
1 of my fren post on her facebook saying..
"I saw Luo Zhi Xiang!!"
n ofcuz....my 1st response was like......
omg...omg!!omg!!!omg!!!!! wad da heck is happening????
therefore,i ask her u serious??when??where???how??
n all dos questions were posted...
n she said she saw him in Han Chiang school..
havin a filming scene dere..
do u kno da skool is jux metres away fr my skool...
n 18km's(smth like dat) away fr my home??
n my dear big sista is studying in da college...
n she is in MASS COMM...she doesnt even kno bout it...
dat my super duper no.1 idol is comin 2 her skool 2 film??!!!
mygod!!!i was goin really mad!!!!!!
it was like.....
"aaahhhhhhhhh!!!!! LuoZhiXiang is in PENANG!!!!!!!!!!!"
dis matter would make me really go crazy..
even crazier den da PMR's exam...
so whut do u think???
haih...~~
i peep on all his fans forums n blogs n so on....
but ntg were posted saying dat his in penang havin a filming scene.
they kept it sooo secretly...
nobody knows bout it...except 4 dos who saw him..n now da whole penangites kno bout it.....
as like me....a BIG BIG BIG fans of 罗志祥..n im da last person 2 kno bout it....how awfull!!!
lol....at da same time...haih~~

da only thing i can do is....roll maself on da floor.....hit da floor non-stop...
stomp on da wooden floor...throw my nike bottle in skool...which i regreted doin dat....jump up on nyon's bac...lol..n ofcuz my expressions were not gud....not gud at all on da few days afta i hav "at last" kno bout it...
n da only thing is 2 WAIT...wait 4 another chance dat he comes 2 promote his album or movie or smth other den dat..

July 30th...a rememberance day of Show's birthday!!
Happy birthday....