Our history

Hey. Whatsup bloggers? This post is no poetry. No funny stuffs. 
Its much different from my older posts. This is my life.
I am sick. Having cough and fever soon I think? Medicine won't heal much you know. 
Of course it do scientifically. But mentally, I'm broken. 
Someone came by and crash my glass and burn the metal of mine.
By the time I felt, that person walk away without trying to look back. 
Without any hesitation. I watch you walk away. 
You were saying I can break you. Do you know how much you've break me?
Did you even bother to mend it? I don't think so you ever discovered.
Every night at 11:11, I'll close my eyes and pray my wish.
Hoping when I opened my eyes. There I see your name. 
I've never ever imagined the day that we would become strangers.
Have you? I am at no point of avoiding you. But you are. 
Where were you when I wanted to talk. And where am I when you needed me?
I did not care how late it was. I stayed up with you. When I still need to wake up at 7am.
We shared our biggest and deepest secret where no one had known.
I don't think so you ever spoke my name to your lips now. Its like I'm gone.
You make it feel like you deleted me from your life. Make mine miserable?
Yes you succeed. You always do. But I want you to always remember.
You were my best friend. And if you need me, I'll always be right behind you.
As we've told. You had a lot of broken promises to me. Lies. Hidden.
But one thing, I will never do it to you. I'll keep my promise. Cause you're a precious!