I graduated high school

I can't imagine school is coming to an end! I won't be in school ANYMORE.

After all these fucking 11 years I've been through like a hell of a rolling stone.

You know? Like diamonds in the rough. Heh that was my school life! \m/

I walked past my primary school today and all the flash back in my mind.

When I will visit the bookshop EVERY single day to buy a new stationary.

Chilling outside the hallway when theres no teacher. 

The moment of fame when I walk down the hallway to canteen.

Those trees are still there! Where I used to kick and attempted to climb...

Those teachers I used to be so afraid of them... I'll tremble when they shout :P

Yupp I'm kinda of a coward back before 11. Which is Standard 5.

You know when you're Standard 6 and now you're finally a senior.

You rule all those little kids of your juniors. No not bully -.- Just fame.

Then high school was DEFINITELY ABSOLUTELY the most awesome part of my life!

Now here, I break all sorts of rules. Teamwork during test. Texting without looking.

Embarrassed some teachers [ DONT ASK HOW! ITS REALLY BAD (: ]

Eating in class. Make fun of teachers. Interrupt her lesson :D Funnest part!

Damn I've done all sorts of shits that I bet you don't even wanna hear.

But though, I ain't that kind of superb bad student. I'm just... cheeky? :|

Theres a few years that I need to do social work to collect back my merit marks.

Well, it was collecting rubbish and sorting out recycling things. It was bad....

I'll miss some teachers man! They're like buddies. They call me chilly padi -.-

And one of them even saw me eating but didn't report it :D She's awesome!!!!

Dang my school's canteen food is heaven! Especially Char Koay Teow. I'll miss it!

I will miss all of them so damn much. When the recess bell rings, we get so excited.

Although it is only just a recess of 20 minutes. But its like yo lets have a party :D :D

I will seriously miss school so damn fucking much! <3 

Those memories in school are the best of all and its fucking hilarious!! 

Empty Hope

Hey you. Is this the end already? Is our friendship ending too?
I'm sorry I made you cry. I'm sorry I did not appreciate you well enough.
I'm just too afraid to take any chances. I don't wanna fall hard.
I don't want you to regret. Yes, you said you will not.
But hey, you told me you are different from the others. You wouldn't do that.
Then I made up a text, saying to give up on me. You are better than this.
Really, you are. Way worth more. No one ever makes me feel like that.
Too much care. Too much of every little things. 
Then I got really scared. What if I will lose you for real one day?
Now it is real. I lost you. Yupp I totally messed this all up by myself.
I am the one who told you shits. I am the one who hesitated. I am the wrong.
But I did not know our friendship will end too. It hurts me like a stabbing blade.
When my phone vibrates, I still hope its you. Every time. It was just an empty hope.
I miss your voice. I miss how you annoy me with dirty senses. I miss Kalor. I miss you.
When someone got really attached to something, it takes time to get over it.
You are probably going through all these shits too. I am sorry. I am a piece of shit.
But I just want you to know, even though I am the one who ruined this.
I don't want you to lose faith into anything. You would keep running won't you?
I am the cause of this. I hated myself for that. All these just weren't right. 
I'd did something I always asked myself not to. I've hurt that cut even more.
The scars and the bleeding does not hurt more than the pain been stabbed.
I don't know how long will I be in this situation. It sucks, really.
Damn I'm strong enough to get over anything. A climb a lesson learnt.
You'd probably hated me a fucking lot now. Its alright. A bad impression in your mind.
At least you remember me as a girl who ruins your day sometimes. 
I never did once light your day up. You were the one lighting mine. Like a shining sun.
When I say some words to you on the phone, I was serious. And I meant it so much.
You probably wouldn't see my twitter anymore. So not even this fucking story line.
Or is it even a sorry dedication? An awesome memory you'd gave (:
Dude, you know you still got this retarded friend here for you if you need me.
I'll listen to whatever you want to say. Cause I just don't wanna lose you completely.
Though I guess I did already. Completely in eternity.
 I lost you. I am sorry.