Go do something crazy because you only live once!

ACTUALLY, DON'T GET FUCKED BY SOCIETY. DON'T HATE YOURSELF. DON'T HATE ANYONE. DON'T BLAME YOURSELF AND ALL THE OTHERS. DON'T BE SORRY FOR THINKING YOU'RE JUST AN EMPTY SPACE. DON'T REGRET ABOUT WHAT YOU DID BECAUSE IT WAS ONCE, IN YOUR MIND. WHAT HAPPENS, HAPPENED. JUST LET IT BE. BUT NEVER LET IT GO. KEEP IT TO YOURSELF. REMEMBER, IT WAS ONCE WHAT YOU CHERISHED SO MUCH. WHY BE SO STUCK UP ABOUT EVERYTHING? LIFE JUST COME ONCE FOR THE REST OF OUR LIFETIME. I FEEL TIRED CARING SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE WILL JUDGE. WHAT PEOPLE WILL FOOL ABOUT OR TALK ABOUT. WHY NOT MAKE A CRAZY DECISION FOR ONCE? EVEN THOUGH EVERYONE THINKS IT WILL BE SO STUPID OF YOU TO DO SUCH THING. BUT THIS ISN'T FOR ANYONE. IT'S FOR YOU, YOURSELF. AT LEAST, THERE IS SOMETHING TO LAUGH ABOUT WHEN YOUR WHITE HAIR STARTS TO GROW. WHETHER YOU THINK IT'LL BE SUCH A STUPID THING. FUCK WHAT PEOPLE THINK. THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU'RE FEELING INSIDE. GO. DO SOMETHING YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO BUT TOO SCARED OF REGRESSION AND JUDGEMENT FROM PEOPLE WHO MAYBE, DON'T EVEN CARE. YOU MIGHT ONLY HAVE ANOTHER 80 YEARS TO LEAVE A MEMORY FOR YOUR OWN GENERATION. IGNORE THE WORLD, BE YOU. 

I'll be there for a friend, and I mean it

YOU TALKED NORMALLY TO ME LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. DON’T YOU EVEN FEEL BAD ABOUT HURTING ME SO DEEPLY? MAYBE YOU DID NOT EVEN REALIZED. BUT YOU DID HURT ME SO DEEP THAT I DID NOT DARE TO CRY, CAUSE IF I DO, I WON’T KNOW HOW TO STOP. YOU CALLED. I WAS SO SHOCKED. I TALKED WEIRDLY. MY TONE CHANGED AND YOU REALIZED. I ASKED YOU IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO TELL ME, ANYTHING TO EXPLAIN. YOU SAID NO. WHY ARE YOU SO CRUEL TO ME? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU TO DESERVE THIS SHIT FROM YOU? I TALKED WEIRDLY BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW HOW TO RESPOND TO YOU. I CANNOT JUST ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED. BECAUSE ALL THESE ARE THE REASON WHY IT IS KILLING ME SO MUCH. YOU DON’T KNOW ALL THESE. BECAUSE YOU WERE THE ONE SMILING AT ME WHILE YOU WATCH ME BLEED. I MIGHT BE WEIRD TOWARDS YOU FOR NOW, BUT I WILL BE THERE IF YOU NEED A FRIEND TO TALK. JUST LIKE YOU SAID, FOR “FUN”. YOUR FUN IS MAKING IS SUFFER. BUT IF YOU ARE HAPPY LIKE THAT, JUST MAKE IT LIKE THAT. MAYBE, MENTION TO ME ABOUT YOUR GIRLFRIEND. TELL ME THE STORY. IT WILL MAYBE AMAZE ME AND I WILL BE HAPPY TO LISTEN.